poem.

this poem was inspired by my own selfish actions. I was telling God from my head knowledge, "do whatever you want to do with me, I am yours" but my heart was really saying, "leave me alone, let me do my own thing." But as you read until the end, it kind of clashes together where I'm actually thinking what I'm supposed to be thinking. Head knowledge is turned into heart knowledge in this poem, and in my life.

forgive me.
I didn't mean to.
let me be,
I'll do what I do.
break me.
I am only yours.
let me be,
there are open doors.
I only need you.
You are forever here.
let me do what I do,
it's the world that I fear.
I will read,
I will be in your word.
I'll do it cause I need,
cause I want to be heard.
You've given me a lot.
I couldn't ask for more.
It's a lot of friends I sought.
This life is kind of a bore.
Your burden is light.
You are who You are.
Maybe that's right ...
Maybe you're not that far.
I'll pray every hour.
I'll sing every day.
Do you have enough power?
Do you know the way?
You will guide me.
You will show the path.
Do you see what I see?
I fear your wrath ...
I love you for good.
You're my only hope.
Maybe I could ...
It's a strong hope ...
I believe in You.
I believe in You.